This blog has been deprived of updates for such a looong loong time now that trying to put up here, everything that's gone by in between, putting into words the things, that I have been hoping to write here, bringing up issues I wanted to mention........its all a futile exercise.... so for now I am not back with a bang and all. I am not going to try to capture the essence of these months, lemme just start ...... :)

Its been a while since I......
        wrote a blog post!
        was genuinly happy for a looong loong stretch of time!
        relaxed completely and peacefully looked at years to come without a trace of anxiety!
        faced myself boldly, accepted facts and sought answers!
        did something nice for someone without expecting anything in return!
        feel the source of confidence within me which was always so easy to access earlier!
       slept on a soft bed with a warm razai, dimmed the lights and read a wonderful book!
       did things coz I love doing them, careless about the implications and consequences!
       been ridiculously enthusiastic about small little things in life
       written a letter.....not an e-mail.. a letter
       Eaten dabba on BC steps with Neets, Ruj and Dumbo! :(
       Folded paper!! shame on me!! :(
       Indulged myself!!!!!!
       Waited for comments on my post!!! :):)

so now I shall get to doing just that! :)